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This Stranger Called Grief

Grief is no longer a stranger to me. Dad's gone now, his life snatched away abruptly.
Lord, what a feeling, this thing called grief! How do I cope when my soul feels so empty,
my heart so lonely, and oh, so very heavy? My throat aches with unvoiced cries, my eyes
fills with a thousand tears, not knowing what to do with the bewildering newness of this stranger called grief.

Then just as we buried you, I lost my mom. I have never felt so much pain in my life.
I didn’t know how bad I could hurt or how much I could cry. How alone I could feel even
With family and friends all around me.

I know both of you were suffering, but I was not ready for you to leave us.. You still
Have grand kids and great grandkids you needed to teach things to. Who am I going to
Go to when I am in pain, and I need to just talk to someone? There is no one.

Today, my heart is so heavy with grief.
I want to share it with my friends, my Dad, my Mom,  but you are not there to share it with..

Oh Dad and Mom I miss you so much..

I will always miss you and love you.

Love your daughter Jackie


Written by Jackie Lane
July 13, 2005
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